Threesome???

I just had lunch with R. She was so excited to introduce Hashim to me. The way she talked abt him doesnt sound shes excited to be with n hence calling me along as a lampost or merely to kill the boredom.

Understood why she behave so. My faint smile tells the whole story how i feel and she understood that perfectly.

He walked slowly towards the pay counter but both of us was already there standing waiting for our turn. She said "i want to see whether he is going to pay"... I just take the money out n extend it to the cashier and walked away while she throw back the money to me.

Threesome anyone????

Particularly not me. If i think he is not right in the first place he wont get a chance to meet me, secondly will not even had a chance how i look like. Why giving a space while u are not willing to be there at all.

Selective, standard or be it anything u called. I have my way and style. I go along with whom I think i will get along with and will not be there if i choose not to be there at all.

Salamsss....

Flashback

Things happen in due course and its depend sometimes on why its happen. I have so many thing due as if i dont have time to settle all of it. Keeping myself calm all the time and making sure i deal with it one at the time so i would be jumpy and cranky as usual.

But now i am trying hard to manage my emotion with more zikir more rational caps on. So i wont be the usual me anymore.

Yes im in the process of changing lane. Big change i hope. Hopefully one day i am able to put everything up in piece n be a new me. Leaving all behind me, only capturing the good, the best and natural along with the new ME..

I will still be the colourful ME, the adventurous ME, the giglish ME, the truthful and honest ME (this trait u need to nail her perfectly or else she will just be the ME ;))

Insyaallah...

Im Back

hehehehe....
Ramai yang tercari2 blog ini rupanya. Sebab aku bercuti, sebab aku berfikir, sebab aku suka tukar ini tukar itu hingga aku lupa apa dia yang aku tukar walaupun aku boleh akses tetapi orang kat luar tu tak leh maka aku check dan dengan pertolongan kawan yang tau IT dia mengindentifykan...

patutlah setting tak telly. Part IT ni aku memang mengong sikit tapi tak pe laaa setakat untuk pakai sendiri buleh laaa.

nah untuk mereka yang tercari blog ni nah amiklaaa. untuk mereka yang masih mencari jawapan tanyalah diri sebelum soalan ditanya dan dipersoalkan.

the real answer is within me and dia mengikut situasi dan juga tempat dan saat ia terjadi. tiada kene mengena dengan dulu atau sekarang. ia tetap berada dikotak memori dan telah dipateri.

yang terasa, merasa dan alpa aku, kau dan dia adalah insan biasa.
semuga aku dirahmati sentiasa.
amin

Mom experience...

This best and beautiful feelings one mom should be experiencing...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G3K87l9hNOE&feature=related

Penghibur Hati

One of those day songs that still lingers in my memories.

Good & Bad abt Men & Woman

Men:

1. All men are extremely busy.
2. Although they are so busy, they still have time for women.
3. Although they have time for women, they don't really care for them.
4. Although they don't really care for them, they always have one around.
5. Although they always have one around them, they always try their luck with others.
6. Although they try their luck with others, they get really pissed off if the woman leaves them.
7. Although the woman leaves them they still don't learn from their mistakes and still try their luck with others!


Women:

1. The most important thing for a woman is financial security.
2. Although this is so important, they still go out and buy expensive clothes and stuff.
3. Although they always buy expensive clothes, they will still say that they never have something to wear!
4. Although they never have something to wear, they always dress beautifully.
5. Although they always dress beautifully, you hardly care .
6. Although you hardly care, they still expect you to compliment them.
7. Although they expect you to compliment them, when you do, they don't believe you!

Eternity

Priority is always yourself. Dont put anyone first except HIM the one who thinks of you all the time. Waiting for you to praise HIM, seek solace in HIM, find peace in HIM.















Never explain, who ever can understand you will take you as it is














"Dont deny your own needs and wants.
The only one who able to love and understand what you want is ONLY YOU"



















"You choose to decide the best for you, be it yesterday, now or tomorrow.
Best choice leading the wiser you"


















"We often make wrong judgement over people we love.
Let them love you more than you love them"












"Emotions leads to failure"



















"Time wait for no one, enjoy life as it is, be thankful because what ever you've tasted makes you eager to have more"