Cant hold it any longer for the reason that i will be seeing 20 years old schoolmates again after these years....
I hold a gathering to about 20 frens from CPR last year this year i hope more to join. Calling and setting up is not easy but i have the first hand call to all of them. Thats cool enuf for me...
Friday, April 24, 2009
Thursday, April 02, 2009
Threesome???
I just had lunch with R. She was so excited to introduce Hashim to me. The way she talked abt him doesnt sound shes excited to be with n hence calling me along as a lampost or merely to kill the boredom.
Understood why she behave so. My faint smile tells the whole story how i feel and she understood that perfectly.
He walked slowly towards the pay counter but both of us was already there standing waiting for our turn. She said "i want to see whether he is going to pay"... I just take the money out n extend it to the cashier and walked away while she throw back the money to me.
Threesome anyone????
Particularly not me. If i think he is not right in the first place he wont get a chance to meet me, secondly will not even had a chance how i look like. Why giving a space while u are not willing to be there at all.
Selective, standard or be it anything u called. I have my way and style. I go along with whom I think i will get along with and will not be there if i choose not to be there at all.
Salamsss....
Understood why she behave so. My faint smile tells the whole story how i feel and she understood that perfectly.
He walked slowly towards the pay counter but both of us was already there standing waiting for our turn. She said "i want to see whether he is going to pay"... I just take the money out n extend it to the cashier and walked away while she throw back the money to me.
Threesome anyone????
Particularly not me. If i think he is not right in the first place he wont get a chance to meet me, secondly will not even had a chance how i look like. Why giving a space while u are not willing to be there at all.
Selective, standard or be it anything u called. I have my way and style. I go along with whom I think i will get along with and will not be there if i choose not to be there at all.
Salamsss....
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
Flashback
Things happen in due course and its depend sometimes on why its happen. I have so many thing due as if i dont have time to settle all of it. Keeping myself calm all the time and making sure i deal with it one at the time so i would be jumpy and cranky as usual.
But now i am trying hard to manage my emotion with more zikir more rational caps on. So i wont be the usual me anymore.
Yes im in the process of changing lane. Big change i hope. Hopefully one day i am able to put everything up in piece n be a new me. Leaving all behind me, only capturing the good, the best and natural along with the new ME..
I will still be the colourful ME, the adventurous ME, the giglish ME, the truthful and honest ME (this trait u need to nail her perfectly or else she will just be the ME ;))
Insyaallah...
But now i am trying hard to manage my emotion with more zikir more rational caps on. So i wont be the usual me anymore.
Yes im in the process of changing lane. Big change i hope. Hopefully one day i am able to put everything up in piece n be a new me. Leaving all behind me, only capturing the good, the best and natural along with the new ME..
I will still be the colourful ME, the adventurous ME, the giglish ME, the truthful and honest ME (this trait u need to nail her perfectly or else she will just be the ME ;))
Insyaallah...
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