Touch

Penna : Farmie

Released : Friday, 04 Jan 06 (1100pm)

Mood: Blurr

The massage was good but I don’t fancy the way he did it. I usually opt for female reflexologist. But yesterday it was arranged by my colleague at the blind’s spot in Brickfield. It was terribly painful and well its done and it is done. I will not go again, I prefer my makcik Midah and my female reflexologist.

Anyway it always a reason why I never want a male reflexologist to do it. I always avoid being touch because of my sensitivity is very high. I once remember I was laughed by a fren last time when I said that to him and he said that’s very dangerous. I laughed and keep that in my thoughts.

Only me would know how I would hold all the urges. And I know he meant well and at the same time to be very careful. I keep his reminder carefully. Even way back, I avoid being near to anyone. I adore nice smells, some body odors, parfums, the looks, sexiness, body language etc.

Human nature has lots of secrets in enticing individuals. Taken my time sitting alone in a forest, waterfall or beaches it always gives me amusement of how nature smell attracts me. Its just a way to measure oneself passion and being passionate about everything. I love just the way it intrigues me naturally. It takes all my imaginations to appreciate what god creations had offered me.

I love my body, my skin, everything that god has given me. I appreciate the way its created, the sensed, the sensitivity, the smoothness. I may not have the best but I do love it. I must look after it the way god look after me. I will try my best to… things happens naturally so I let nature takes it own calls.

It reminds me of someone who has tried his best in touching and he did triggered the button and I don't know how did the barrier falls. Kudos to him…