Big God!

although she is younger than me a few months but she has shown the strength of being big sister to me in terms of life, affection, love and other things.. I may be strong in having my life path lead as I am now while she is still struggling to find her way. But she has her strong wit to bring her to success accordingly. Her advice, her voice, her way sometimes goes deep into my brain, my heart. Its difficult to just put her away.

I may sometimes feels so low but she knows how to cheer me up, i may at times pull away from her because im sad, but she knows where to bring me up with what i likes and what to forgets. I hurts me for not being there for here.

Today she told me what she says to her boyfriend..."I told G, 2 of my best fren retract from me faraway when i said im leaving for Jakarta..."

I almost breakdown to tears but I hold it tight to myself not letting her know that its is painful to let her go, but thats what is making her happy then she deserve it in her life.

Yeah... I've been thinking about it.. Dulu belum kahwin, kita tak pernah sangka kita boleh ada 3-4 org anak. Now look at us. We end up having those little monsters that we cannot live without them now.

God will never give you something that you cannot handle / manage. Remember that. I always feel that you merendah diri unneccessarily (esp with me). Stand tall, walk proud. You are worthy as a person as I am. Nobody is better than anyone else or deserve to be happier than anyone else.

:-) your sis.

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VERY NICE AND TRUE!!!

Two men went fishing. One was an experienced fisherman, the other wasn't. Every time the experienced fisherman caught a big fish, he put it in his ice chest to keep it fresh. Whenever the inexperienced fisherman caught a big fish, he threw it back.


The experienced fisherman watched this go on all day and finally got tired of seeing the man waste good fish. "Why do you keep throwing back all the big fish you catch?" he asked.

The inexperienced fisherman replied, "I only have a small frying pan."


Sometimes, like that fisherman, we throwback the big plans, big dreams, big jobs, big opportunities that God gives us. Our faith is too small.

We laugh at that fisherman who didn't figure out that all he needed was a bigger frying pan, yet how ready are we to increase the size of our faith?


Whether it's a problem or a possibility, God will never give you anything bigger than you can handle. That means we can confidently walk into anything God brings our way.

REMEMBER:Stop telling God you've got big problems.Tell your problems you've got a BIG GOD!