Kesesuaian

Current mood: fabulous

Mengapa sangat sunyi page ini sekarang?

Because my time is very limited, because i have only two hands to meddle. I have so much to write, to let out but im not complaining. Loving every minute of the job now and loving every minute the thing i do for my kids and family.

Love life?. Im in love? hhahahaha

Perking up and going down the tunnel. Up again to the highest mountain taking me to the rainbow and then pull down by the storm back to the hungry waves. But the bounciness is good. The more i goes up the more colours i saw, the deeper down me to earth showed me more creatures to appreciate.

To hell with my past, to hell with passers by, im welcoming my new path, experience, enjoyment. 2007 past with no so good and not so bad experience and examples but im sipping every bit of it. Bitter, sweetness, plain, salty, whatever. Taking everything for me to evaluate each and everyone.

I am thankful as all these are laid accordingly for me to understand and share amongst my friends, amongst colleagues, amongst sibllings and everyone. I smile, I cry, I laugh and most important I cry my heart out on every occassion I had.

Long journey was only to Bandung and Singapore. Short journey was minimize, very much outing with "R" and him but mostly with my kids. That is why my heart and life is filled nowadays.

Ok thats about me. This morning I had a chance to check out my boss personal item which has similiriaty in many things. Hahahaha monkeys... the only thing different is my position and her. While she is the metal monkey and I am the earth monkey.

Of course they share the same passion and likes but its just the pace of how she leads. I noted her range of handbags brands are mostly those I like, perfumes selection she boughts for her colleagues and clients, her favourite colours, her way of working, her way of talking.

Balenciaga, Guess, Renoma, Prada are the few numbers of range of handbags she had. Eh if i write more jealousy i would be because time being im stopping myself from buying all those to make sure i achieve my resolution this year.

I have so many targets this year and list of things to have like Clarks handbag & wedges, Dior Addict 2, Deep Reed Hugo, and so many more.

Working hard to achieve all with self dicipline. I minimize my social outings and allowing once a month for karaokeing, Picnics, movies with kids is still in the list.

I find I am harder than before. Where i can just smile and walk away with a statement which i think i should pass. Who was the person to affect me with the attitude???

It was me, because i allow the changes in me to benefit me more than other people. Judging? Let them.. I throw my anger and temper whenever i feel like. Not anymore keeping it in me or saving for a revenge which i never does.

I hope i can still keep bloging like i use to be.