Warna Warni - The Next Episode

Category: Blogging

Phew...

It has been long since the last blog written. The drive and the passion are still there but i hardly find time to breathe in to slot in a time to write and let thing pour out here.

Finally after a long journey and the haul on the bumpy and jumpy road im now able to breathe in and out peacefully. Smiling letting the things go and flow naturally.

"Best man wins" my final word. The journey that I took have taken me to where I am now. Try harder and this time make sure you dont fail and hopefully i dont stumble but heheheheh the barrier is tougher and harder i guess. Why because i have found the passion in myself and surroundings. That all those around had make me better, tougher, calmer and peaceful.

On contrary side of yesterday. It sucks but i learn a lot of sweet things today. Hence, thanks to the tough people around who understand and able to hold my hand, who share the smile, who share the tears. I owe them, whoever they are.

Him, who has to struggle still to prove, take your time laaa. As i am going to enjoy my life on the 5th year track of being obnoxious, bubbly, happy the way i am with lots of sensibility. Of all the things happening I appreciate the friendship more than any relationship.

And the kids are better than yesterday. Understanding more of the needs of me being in the office to bring the bread home. But weekend are all theirs along with their commands and needs to be at home, parks, cinema, flying kites, picnics with home cooked meal. The time spent are precious than what i have been with individuals or company.

As of today there has been a few who tried to irritate me more and more but in the end had to back off. Are you pissed??? So do I, but I dont give up. Why because anticipation is sweet.

Yes, now i can confirmed that looks can be deceiving. A picture has invited many people and make many frusturated due to rejection. It was just a feel to expose who I am but again I think it was enough just to be behind a shadow of a farmgirl.

Using that nick for more or less seven years has bring a character, attitude, charm, warmth and personality of who am I. Often taken wild, raunchy but in all to me im like a crunchy, juicy apple who can be sour and sweet when you have tasted it. Or the red strawberry in ice cube. Inviting and melting. Maybe im too much imagining of those nice things naturally. But thats what i want, want i need, hope to be in all again able to provide sensibility and offer a hand of friendship just to anyone who understand.





A written invitation to be internet photomodel shocked me. I cant find the reason why to it but no thanks. Pictures of me can only be taken only me. How i took this picture? Thanks to my L6 Motorola and Nokia to fine tune with my moods and emotions. Crabs yeah always have 1001 mood swings but i know those who tackle me wisely always win the card of bringing my smile and good angle. Passionate and loving thats what they should have.


Tebrau, Im coming to visit you soon on my last birthday of being a mature adults, female, lady and mother.