Money Can Buy Happiness

She called me early morning grumbling of the old man are late to the airport. All the words came from her mouth. She was angry absolutely. She was a PA, so she was well organised with timing and plan. He is a businessman, who grab things pronto or there and there basis. So two different people with two different mind as i observed over the few months of their relationship.

While mouth says something but the action says another. Obviously money can buy attention, grabbing diversifying one minds out from current problems. I smile while watching all the episodes and hoping whatever im imagining next will never happen.

But unfortunately all those do happens without you wanting it sometimes. I pray hard, and hoping it will not go far to worst as i am sensing bigger and challenging problems will happen soon.

She is gallivanting her way, and he is just gripping the moment given while at the same time hoping opportunity will come his way. Dear god, help her please, put her back in her track.

Should i say it was wrong. It doesnt take her long to be in trouble and she want an easy escapade. "I just want to get out of this place for a while". And she took the offer from him to take her to Chieng Mai. An offer for a price that will be regreted later. I hope not.

Lets hear her out after her return. Will it totally give her permanent happiness or temporary peace of mind.

I rest my case. Yes, sometime women can be so fricle minded but im sure with self discipline it helps one individual a lot...Everything is just in your mind. Who you are, what you want to be, who you becoming and why are you being you.

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Scents of a Woman

When i was away for my company trip to Kosamui 19th to 23rd October many things happen at home. I was blocking my mind n soul not to think of the domestic problems while i was away.

Successfully it works and once i step my foot to Subang and all the thinking cap are put back in place again.

Drainage system are bad it cause my kitchen flooded on the second day. Opps no, it was somebody who forgot to put off the tap that cause the whole kitchen flooded from bathroom flowing to the door.

It was partly because the drainage was poorly manage by the maintenance. So eversince its raining daily in Kuala Lumpur and some other places during those days it has cause flooded in few place. My uncle in TTJ Seremban also facing a small Tsunami at his housing areas. Waters climbed up to 2 feet and it has caused a lot to residents. Sigh...

I managed to clear the clooged drain and everything was back to normal. I even washed my front drainage area clearing everything in sight and later it smells good again with a help of clorox and breeze.

My twins room and back door lock cant open and nobody cant help me while im away. Apparently my second daughter manage to open the middle room but not the kitchen room. So they were depending only on the front door to go in and out.

I tried calling someone to mend it and promise to come the next day but till the weekend no one is seen to be able to help. I went to the hardware shop and get a lock n ask the people on how to fix it.

This is how it was done. It was my first attempt doing this and testing my ability to be independent on almost everything in my life. Changing the bulbs, become a plumber, fixing DIY name it. Insyaallah i will try till i am successful





And its done finally!!!





I am proud and i am happy that i am able to solve all the problems in no time.

Thats what i called "Scent of a Woman". She fulfilled every desire of men wants, she fulfilled the needs in a friend, she fulfilled a criteria of a mother, daugther, bitch and she can do what man can too.

God give me the strengths and the power of mind to think, to be able to put things in place even its hard but capability and trust make me the owner of myself with his guidance.

Now with or without a man, I can live...
I know i hurt myself by saying this but what when you have someone but u cant depends on him for certain things. When we are alone, we are able to think, to handle and to beat the situation, the problem with a courage.

Thank you god. Amin

Have you watched them sleep

This one really touch me early morning reading it.




I was awaken by him calling me this morning at 4am when I heard him calling me for help. He cant breathe he said.

“My head is painful, can you get me a panadol”. Can you make me a milo and balsam to rub my chest?


I nodded making my way to the kitchen to make hot Milo and grab the Balsem and rub it on to his chest.

How I could feel its only skin and bones now instead of a decade ago was a very strong handsome man who always tried to get whatever we want.


He is my dad who now just lying in the room due his diabetic problem.


Thank you for always reminding around us for what we are and whom we should be.

KO SA MUI

Here i am, typing from one of the internet cafe to kill my boredoom over this so called hotel KANDABURI RESORT AND SPA.

The hotel room was fabulous big, spacious and authentic. For honeymooners it will be nice and cozy. The bathroom was so huge divided into three section. Bathtub corner, wc, and showering all in different corner and big mirror in the middle. Its so beautiful but its in the opposite of the road not just overlooking the ocean. Frustrating enough..... Food not so satisfying as my boss claimed!! My day was filled with just relaxing and nothing more than that.

Shopping??? Nothing to shop about. This place is more of paradise to men and also honeymooners....

Yes, i have enough rest, sleep and at least i dont get tensed up with work, with daily chores, responsibilities... but im used to it. Every morning i woke up thinking i had to send my dotters to school...

I have to more days to go... i am seriously BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDD to death. Im going to deep myself in the ocean today to have the feel of SAMUI waves.

Will write back n update with pictures.

All in all my China and Vietnam trip is the most fulfilling that i ever had